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zenithblue ([personal profile] zenithblue) wrote2007-08-09 03:43 pm
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scavenging

Of all the things I saw between Oregon and Texas, the sights that stood out to me the most were the scavenger birds.

I've always liked scavengers. I know they're not popular, signets of death that they are. They've always reminded me, though, of the absolute economy of nature. When I see roadkill I feel a pang of regret for the little life lost. But when I see a crow crouched over it, or turkey vulture circling overhead, it's a comfort. There is suffering and pain and it' s a part of living. There's also nourishment and resourcefulness, and that's part of living too. Carrion animals take what's passed and use it for energy. Waste not, want not.

Driving through a country that alternates between barren stripmalls and sweepingly beautiful vistas, I had a lot of time to consider the subtle ways the universe compensates for loss. This isn't always as simple as "God opening a window after closing a door." This isn't always as simple as "leave the place and people you love behind in return for the chance to do what you love." It's sometimes a matter of something literally dying, literally suffering and wasting away or being mowed over by a large fast-moving vehicle or starving to death in the wilderness, in order that something else can eat it and thrive.

We're here. Let's see what flourishes.

ohmygod, you're there

[identity profile] lizpdx.livejournal.com 2007-08-09 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, I can't believe you're actually there, and you're going to be there for a long time!

Re: ohmygod, you're there

[identity profile] zenithblue.livejournal.com 2007-08-11 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
It's slowly starting to sink in...hey, thanks for signing on just to read me, by the way; I'm flattered. I'm going to have to increase the quality of my average post now. ;)

[identity profile] te-amo-azul.livejournal.com 2007-08-10 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Plant bones. Grow wings. Dive into the sun. The desert welcomes you.

[identity profile] infloresence.livejournal.com 2007-08-10 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
I plan to watch in awe as you kick ass and take names!

[identity profile] helpimarock.livejournal.com 2007-08-10 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing like a landmark trek to get the philosophical gears turning. :)

You know what though? I have no recollections of birds -- scavengers or otherwise -- on my trip. Weird.

I'm psyched that you made it out there safely. I can't wait to hear about your travel adventures and new experiences in Austin!

[identity profile] prodigal.livejournal.com 2007-08-10 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Welcome to Texas!

And thanks very much for the postcard.

[identity profile] dernogg.livejournal.com 2007-08-10 12:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you made it without dying.

[identity profile] zenithblue.livejournal.com 2007-08-11 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
We blazed through Ash Fork. No calamities, but Hodge held his breath through the whole stretch of road.

[identity profile] spacecowboytom.livejournal.com 2007-08-10 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, tee hee. Sorry, the vultures are with me. I sent them after you to ... say hi. Hi.

[identity profile] infloresence.livejournal.com 2007-08-11 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh! I got your postcard yesterday!

...lick, indeed!

;)

I also love the Scrug and want him as a pet, now.

[identity profile] lagizma.livejournal.com 2007-08-13 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Ophelia just watched a big, black bird fly overhead last night. I remember thinking, oh, how cute, she's big enough to be intrigued by the bird, and I have no more fears of big, evil birds picking my kittens off the lawn.

We've gotten in the habit of taking them in the yard at night and letting them roam around--they never stray too far from us. It's adorable. I'm already not looking forward to when they become even more independent.